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AN EULOGY FOR A LOVE STORY

Posted on Selasa, 18 Mei 2010 by lia yulistino sugiono

Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You
Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.
Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.
No pleasure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasn’t.
I hate you for not letting me have you.
Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just A BULLSHIT!!!.
The day you finally decide to love me will be the day
after the day I have given up on chasing you
SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND SAY IT GOODBYE!!!!

TEN DAMN REASON TO SENT YOU TO HELL

Posted on Selasa, 13 Oktober 2009 by lia yulistino sugiono

TEN DAMN BLOODY HELL REASON TO THROW YOU AWAY OUT OF MY LIFE!!!
1.YOU'RE SO GOD DAMN STUPID !!!
2.YOU'RE UNDERNEATH YOUR PANTS BELOW ME!!!
3.YOU'RE FULL OF ACTING , IMPROVISING , OTHER WORDS ; YOU'RE A LIAR!!
4.YOU CAN'T KEEP YOUR PROMISE!!
5.YOU'RE VERY POOR!!!
6.YOU GIVE ME 40 POINTS WHICH IT'S SO DAMN LOW!!!
7.YOU ALWAYS MAKE STUPID REASON FOR SOMETHING!!
8.YOU NEVER CARE 'BOUT ME!!!
9.YOU'RE SO GAD DAMN UGLY!!!NOT SO COOL!!!
10.I'M GETTING BORED OF YOU............. SO.......................

GOODBYE!!! AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

MY FREAKIN' LUCID DREAM

Posted on Rabu, 15 Juli 2009 by lia yulistino sugiono

Do you know my love?
you are an asshole!!!!!
you talk only 'bout bullshit
from your freakin' lips

You give me nothing but emptyness
then...
then...
then why I miss you so..

You know...my bastard love...
in my lucid dreams...
only in my lucid drerams..
you exist..

that's why...my bastard love..
I want to forget you

This words ...completed...
I say goodbyeto you...
so that I won't feel so sad anymore..
so that I won't feel alone anymore..
so that I could kill you in my dream..
in my lucid dreams..

finally....
I considered...
YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD FOR ME!!!!!

IT WAS A STRANGE SURPRISE FOR ME

Posted on Rabu, 01 Juli 2009 by lia yulistino sugiono

You don't know me.
Don't think you do.
Why can't you see,
what I need to do?
I need to get away
away from the tears.
Away to the place,
where I can face my fears.
--- - --- - --- - ---
You've never tried
to understand.
That's why I hide,
with shaking hands.
I hide from your hate
I slink from your view.
I try to imagine,
life without you.

--- - --- - --- - ---
You don't know
that I cry.
That the whole happy image
is a lie.
None of you think
the pain is real.
You can't understand
the longing I feel.
If you wereto ask me
why I cry.
It's because outside I'm perfect,
but I'm broken inside.

--- - --- - --- - ---


Hidden. My true self
escapes your glare.


You could uncover my secrets,
but you wouldn't dare.

----------------------

I Awoken With My Broken Wings
My Mind Is Blank And Lost
You Just twitter With these Strings
I Still Ask Myself "at What Cost?"
...
These Streets So Busy But Quiet
Not A Soul Amougst These Crowds
Within My Heart I Could Feel a Riot
But I Just Stare Up Into The Clouds
I Can Only See Your Face Before That Day
The Driver Lived And You Die
I Still Still Gaze Into The Stars As I Prey
Why Did You Die And Leave Me To Cry
...
To My Left, To My Right
I Can See You Everywhere
It Can Be Such A Fright
But I Still Admire You Within The Air
...
I Was Going To Say Yes
We Could Of Been One
Now Im With Only Distress
We Had It All Now We Have None
...
I Fall To The Floor
Knife In Hand
I Find It Hard To Live Anymore
Nothing More Left As I Kick the Sand
...
How Can I Love You Now?
I Am Alone
But Still Feel you Somehow
Were You Are Is Unknown
...
As We Stand Face to Face
But Miles Apart
I share This Grace
Of How Much Love Is In This Heart

I'M NOT THE ONE WHO OWNED YOU

Posted on by lia yulistino sugiono

Here is some babbling about the meaning of RELATIONSHIP that was written just after she met the man in her soul , three nights without any sleep. This poem is so phatatique. Actually, I wrote it in shocking condition. It’s also an unofficial anthem of my friend's loving lyric....

Needed when world seems to be broken
Till the end, at the very beginning
Frankly, to keep this friendship awoken
Don't let the cold shade of gray to be the winning
.
No one cares about the familiar zeroes
Implacable time only flies by
Yes, he's sick and tired of shining heroes
Who sing chours of naive lullaby
.
Once ago, we glanced and shared a smile
Now we may scream, yell, feel sorrow
How to search for a missing tile?
For us there's no tomorrow
.
I won't be coming home tonight
It's not a place where I belong to
I'm heading for a battle field, so hold on tight
But you will be missing me, won't you?
.
Forget-me-nots, as they say
In this made-up city of wonder
Protect you while clock ticks life away
Just stare at the ground, not at the thunder
.
Struggling with the flashback
When fixation taught us how to fly
You've put your wing on the wrong track
That followed stars in the sky
.
I could have sworn you called me a fool
Wild anger pulsed through my veins
Maybe it's too late to let you know; there's one rule:
Call me as you want, but don't make other friends
.
Saying there's no use of trying
To never let us fall apart
You do nothing more but lying
It's not how it was at the start
.
What am I supposed to say?
It's not fair? Stay with me? I've told you?
No wise words gonna stop the rainy day
I'm not the one who owned you

MY BLOSSOM LOVE FLOWER

Posted on Selasa, 30 Juni 2009 by lia yulistino sugiono

I wrote this coz my special lover told me that our relationship looks like flannelli flowers..full of happiness and love above but darkest side beneath…

Well as need to know this is flannelli flower or flannel flower

Actinotus helianthi

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Sydney Flannel Flower

Actinotus helianthi at Henry Head Track, Botany Bay National Park

Actinotus helianthi at Henry Head Track, Botany Bay National Park

Scientific classification

Kingdom:

Plantae

(unranked):

Angiosperms

(unranked):

Eudicots

(unranked):

Asterids

Order:

Apiales

Family:

Mackinlayaceae

Genus:

Actinotus

Species:

A. helianthi

Binomial name

Actinotus helianthi
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Actinotus helianthi, popularly known as the Sydney flannel flower, is a common sight in Sydney, Australia bushland in the spring. Despite its appearance, it is not a member of the daisy family but rather a species of flowering plant of the Mackinlayaceae family, the same family as the carrot. Its generic name, meaning "furnished with rays", is derived from the Greek stem aktin-/ακτιν- "ray" or "spoke of a wheel" or "sunbeam",[1][2] while its specific epithet is derived from its resemblance to the genus Helianthus.[3] An iconic Sydney plant, its floral display has horticultural appeal which has seen limited use in the home garden and cut flower industry.

[edit] Description

The flannel flower is generally a herbaceous shrub growing up to 50 cm (18 in) high, although rare specimens can be found to be 1.5 m (5 feet) high.[2] The stem, branches and leaves of the plant are a pale grey in colour, covered in downy hair (rather like a flannel in texture). The attractively lobed leaves are up to 10 cm (4 in) long and 7 cm (3 in) wide, with daisy-shaped flowerheads around 5 or occasionally 8 cm (2-3 in) in diameter. The bracts are cream to white in colour. Flowering occurs in spring and may be profuse after bushfires.[3]

Flannel flowers grow in sandstone heathland in coastal New South Wales and Queensland, and are commonly seen around the Sydney basin in spring.

[edit] Cultivation

Plants may be propagated by seed or cutting and grow in a well-drained sunny position, and are suitable for use in a rockery or cottage garden. The Mount Annan Botanic Garden has been involved in selecting and breeding superior cultivars for the home garden and the cut flower industry.[4] One selection developed thus far has been named Actinotus "Federation Star", and was chosen to be the New South Wales floral emblem for the Centenary of Federation (1901-2001).

[edit] Popular culture

Waratah window - Drummoyne, Sydney

The flannel flower is an iconic Sydney plant and has been used in imagery and art since colonial times.

In St Bede's Church, Drummoyne in Sydney's western suburbs, The early 20th century work The Waratah window by Alfred Handel depicts Australian native flowers, including the red Waratah, emblem of the state of New South Wales; as well as Flannel Flowers, Christmas Bells and Wattle.

[edit] References

  1. ^ Liddell & Scott (1980). Greek-English Lexicon, Abridged Edition. Oxford University Press, Oxford, UK. ISBN 0-19-910207-4.
  2. ^ a b Blombery, Alec (1965). "The genus Actinotus". Australian Plants (ASGAP) 3 (22): 63–65. ISSN 0005-0008.
  3. ^ a b Eliot, Rodger W. & Jones, David L. (1982). "A-Ca". in Eliot, Rodger W. & Jones, David L.. Encyclopaedia of Australian Plants suitable fro cultivation. 2. Lothian Publishing. pp. 1-507. ISBN 0-85091-143-5.
  4. ^ von Richter, L. and Offord, C. (1998). Flannel flowers. In The New Rural Industries. (Ed. K.W. Hyde). p505-511. (RIRDC: Canberra)

The Flannel Flower is also the emblem of the Tasmanian Mental Health Council and is worn as a stud (or brooch) on the Left Coat Lapel

LUMER..........my very best midnite man.............

Posted on Selasa, 03 Februari 2009 by lia yulistino sugiono

Aku merasa.......
kau telah membuatku lumer....
lumer dengan segala rasa
lumer akan semua asa
yang binal dan penuh bahagia

hariku lumer karenamu
aku penuh cinta...cinta...dan cinta...
aku penuh bahagia...bahagia...bahagia..

ingin ku publikasikan ini semua
kulumerkan pula dalam dunia cinta

aku kini tahu
ciumanmu dahsyat , hangat , lembut
tanpa nafsu..
tetapi sanggup ..
melumerkan bibirku...
dan juga hatiku..

aku ingin kau lumerkan aku lagi
dalam ciumanmu itu...

aku hanya tahu satu hal
aku penuh cinta...cinta...dan cinta...!!!
aku penuh bahagia...bahagia...bahagia...