IT WAS A STRANGE SURPRISE FOR ME

You don't know me.
Don't think you do.
Why can't you see,
what I need to do?
I need to get away
away from the tears.
Away to the place,
where I can face my fears.
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You've never tried
to understand.
That's why I hide,
with shaking hands.
I hide from your hate
I slink from your view.
I try to imagine,
life without you.

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You don't know
that I cry.
That the whole happy image
is a lie.
None of you think
the pain is real.
You can't understand
the longing I feel.
If you wereto ask me
why I cry.
It's because outside I'm perfect,
but I'm broken inside.

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Hidden. My true self
escapes your glare.

You could uncover my secrets,
but you wouldn't dare.

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I Awoken With My Broken Wings
My Mind Is Blank And Lost
You Just twitter With these Strings
I Still Ask Myself "at What Cost?"
...
These Streets So Busy But Quiet
Not A Soul Amougst These Crowds
Within My Heart I Could Feel a Riot
But I Just Stare Up Into The Clouds
I Can Only See Your Face Before That Day
The Driver Lived And You Die
I Still Still Gaze Into The Stars As I Prey
Why Did You Die And Leave Me To Cry
...
To My Left, To My Right
I Can See You Everywhere
It Can Be Such A Fright
But I Still Admire You Within The Air
...
I Was Going To Say Yes
We Could Of Been One
Now Im With Only Distress
We Had It All Now We Have None
...
I Fall To The Floor
Knife In Hand
I Find It Hard To Live Anymore
Nothing More Left As I Kick the Sand
...
How Can I Love You Now?
I Am Alone
But Still Feel you Somehow
Were You Are Is Unknown
...
As We Stand Face to Face
But Miles Apart
I share This Grace
Of How Much Love Is In This Heart