My Dearest Idol

For my dearest idol ,

somewhere......somehow...

I miss you so much
My desperate missing you is so deep

My trauma of you caused me fear
so scary that I am afraid it would hurt me

I miss a lot of things about us
beautiful messages , seduction , and hidden passion

so if you're there .... and you care ...
and you listen very careful, hey my dearest idol...
you'll hear my wish..
and if you hear , loud and clear
you would get a million kisses from me...
somewhere ... somehow....

let the song of ours play one more time...
somewhere...somehow.....
I hope you would be near
forever and longing still